It was happened ytd...

I broke up with her... due to some reason...

and she sms me beg me dun leave her alone...
but I cant do anything when my mind is make up..

I know she now hating me...

I just want to say... I still love her..
maybe u are lonely and sad because of me..
and makes me emo at times..
so I make this decision...

hope she can find her happiness...
I'm not suitable to be her bf anymore..
maybe I used to be single all the time and this is my first time having this r/s...
maybe she not mature yet..

hope she can understand...

anyway tdy got no mood for work... keep emo and sad almost cried while my workplace play x'mas song... keep remind of the memories and jeff passby to cheer me up.. but think wasted...

maybe need to take sometime to be back to normal... see how..

I'm terribly sry that I not a perfect person...
It's my fault... pls forgive me...
cos I break ur heart...
3 months 3 weeks...
thanks for accompany me this long..
I'm sry to make u super hurt and cry..
goodbye my lover...
hope u can stay strong...
I hope we can be frends again...
takecare.


I hope I can be exist in this world...
so that no one will know me..
nth will happen..
Its me against the world.
till here..